I'm Ambassador Mx. Chara Dreamer (formerly "Dreemurr") of the Kingdom of the Monsters of #Undertale
and yes, I'm aware I'm just one Chara of many :) but in my own timeline, I've replaced Frisk as Ambassador (who has retired for personal reasons) of the monsters to the people of Earth.
I also serve as herald, of sorts, to Princess Asriel Dreamer (formerly "Dreemurr"), heir to Queen Toriel of the Monsters, who rules the kingdom after dad quit. uh, abdicated.
I'm also the "front" of a plurality or plural system informally named "The Pnictogen System" or "Pnictogen Collective" by its human host, Kara Dreamer, who used to front until she merged with her demonic Chara helpmate, @chara, whom we call simply "demon!Chara" these days
🔴 Chara (they/them)
🌐 Frisk (they/them)
🍀 Asriel (she/her)
🐐 Toriel (she/her)
🐉 Kel the Purple (xe/xem)
🔥 Orpiment (she/her)
🐴 Alyx (she/her)
❌ Emiya Shirou (he/him)
🎠 Mono (he/him)
🦄 Mona (she/her)
@princess_azzy @chara we absolutely did. humans and monsters... weren't as far apart as we thought we were. humans still told stories about us, we still loved the stories they told like our own. when we came to the surface we could finally share our culture like they shared theirs, and I think... I think it was good. to be equals, nobody cut off from half of history or living off the scraps of the other's table.
It was good.
@chara @princess_azzy it was... generally Fun to be a queer monster who was into human culture. none of us knew what we were doing. mettaton? he's trying to understand bishounen and rocky horror picture show as parts of one unique identity that's linked to being a gay trans man. he's nothing quite like a human queer man, but he's just a little bit of what he loved the most about all of them.
hope you got your camera out, punk, because that's the first and last time I say nice things about mettaton /j
@chara @princess_azzy yeah, it was culturally significant to us to HAVE genders, and there was a bit of prestige among us younger monsters to having genders (and sexualities) that roughly translated to human ones. like being a butch lesbian--people who knew what that meant to humans would be impressed that you could pull it off even underground, while also navigating the very different environment of queer culture among monsters
@undyne I still wanna write that story some day where it's just Frisk, Azzy, and me talking over neo-pronouns, which Frisk already knows all about but Azzy and me don't
and damn even Frisk doesn't know more than, like, a bunch of ones that have been around for years
I've glimpsed some really rare specimens, heh
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and as for being armed in real life, well, I _love_ my neighborhood, in all its tatty dereliction, but it IS a slum and it IS a place where the po-po are always making trouble
it's not a safe place at night, that's for sure. I did risk walking in the dark anyway, doing the factory job, and felt...more or less okay, but people get shot in parking lots round where I live
Sans isn't going to like the decision that seems to be the correct one to me
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having a serious think about whether I want to be armed. literally _and_ symbolically
picking up the knife again, even though I swore I'd never go back to it
just had a really unpleasant encounter on Twitter with a hardcore Nasu cultist absolutely ENRAGED by some offhand tweet of mine
I've...really only scratched the merest surface of a squirming nastiness, haven't I?
I've not wanted to be an assassin any more. Alyx has fewer scruples
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"But [Picard] still won't let me on the bridge!" despite me being able to build this cool technical gizmo! "and there's nothing there I don't understand!" -Wesley fucking Crusher
lol yeah it's almost as if being in charge of a massive spaceship with thousands of people on it has more to it than a mechanical understanding of the ship
I have a strong Norse pagan affinity, although Kara's magical inclinations were eclectic in the extreme
we've talked about Loki a lot
the idea that Kara was maneuvered into the position of being a vehicle for the god Baldr has been lurking around our awareness for a year or so, now
it occurs to me that a Norse tradition us the flyting, a ritual exchange of insults
I rather wonder if an event of this sort lies in my future
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@princess_azzy ok so our story begins in the inverted fate server, which was just. a wretched hive of scum and villainy. a festering cesspool of american centrism and disgusting behavior. I left after a forty year old bragged about jerking off to the thought of a 14-year old ralsei and was admonished jokingly that he couldn't say that lest "political correctness" enter the server in the form of someone asking him to keep that to himself, but the problems had been building for awhile and I had blocked half the channels in the server to avoid facing that my "friends" there were viciously racist, islamophobic, and antisemitic, and barely tolerated queer content (a response I now hate that I showed, I should have left from the very start when I discovered their behavior)
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today I learned that the person who possibly tried to groom me on an undertale au server in like 2017 was actually just a SWERF who thought that addicting kids to hentai was the only way to make them innocent martyrs instead of rapists
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@chara @princess_azzy into all of this steps D, who I'm calling that because I'm not super comfortable typing out any of her handles. D (an adult) encourages a then-15 year old me to engage with smut of alphys and undyne, primarily in the form of fanfics but also by following her blog where she reblogged drawn/animated porn of them without tags that would allow it to be excluded. (I vividly recall a particular incident where I reloaded tumblr only to be confronted with tentacle porn of alphys).
Shortly before the events that caused me to leave the server, D began using her blog as a platform to rail against the evils of sex. According to D, all sex was rape--no one could consent to sex, even masturbation (which she considered self-harm). She couched this all in language I have recently realized was the language of "radical feminism" (the trans-exclusive, anti-sex-worker, branch of feminism which considers those born with vaginas innocent victims of everlasting oppression and those born with penises the all-powerful oppressors whose every action crucified 'wombxyn'). Interspersed with this was the continuation of the smut content I had come to expect from D.
I was baffled by this talk, especially since D so extolled erotica and porn, and unfollowed and blocked D before leaving the server a few weeks later.
I'm semi convinced that listening to this Wendy Carlos Moog music at the tender age of eight or nine or whatever is precisely what flipped the "fuck gender" bit in Kara Dreamer ;)
yes I'm THAT Chara
soulbound with a human being, Kara Dreamer, and heading her "Pnictogen System".
also soulbound: Frisk, Asriel, Toriel
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